MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

hey ! it's still Christmas fever now . MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone !!!!!! May you have a blessed and joyful Christmas :)

peeps !!!! whether you realise or not , it's 2 days more before we leave 2012 and say HI to 2013 .
anyway , i am so so sorry for the late update . this post suppose to be uploading on December 26 .
UNFORTUNATELY , my internet connection make some mess and causing some trouble and in the
end , i can't post anything . huhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!! what the FFFFFFFF !

so , talking about new year .... hurmmmm ~ i don't have much to say since i don't prepare any plan for
new year . hehe ~ it's okay . tomorrow i still have one day of 2012 to talk about new year . so , wait for
it , ok ?????


last but not least , will upload some pics during Christmas , yahhh ????
THAT'S ALL . SEE YOU SOON :)



p/s: sorry for the late upload . 2 days to go for the countdown of 2013 -.-"

121212 *December Update*

hi everyone !!!!!!!!!
it's more than one month i'm not updating anything here , right ?????
well , it's a lonnnnnnnnnnng story about it . let me tell you the story later , kehhh ??


ANYWAY, how's your life my faithful readers ??? is it GOOD ??
or , is it BAD ??? or is it just like a plainnnnn paper , huh ???


i intentionally choose today's date to be my 1st update in December
because i know , everyone will talk about this date . so now , what is
so special about this date ??? some might say it's keramat , which mean
"sacred" . seriously , i don't believe such things . it's individual rights to say
what they want . it's just a plain date , only the number repeated .


so now , i should go now . it's just a quick update and yaaaa ,
i'm so damn sleepy now !


ohhh ! i almost forgot ! HAPPY DECEEMBER !!!!! can't believe we are in
a month of December now :)

Wordless Wednesday ~

hey !!! it's Halloween today ! Happy Halloween to all my beloved readers *for those who celebrate it*

October update

ohh hi guys !!!!!!!!
so , this is my first update in this month .
before i go any further , i would like to say "Happy October" to all of you *as usual*

I'm supposed to update my blog two weeks ago , but something happened to me .
later i'll tell you what it is . and of course , i would like to share my experience during
my interview two weeks ago . It was on 15th October and i have to drive by myself to
go to theinterview centre accompanied by my mother , my granny , my sister and her baby
which is my lovable niece . hehe ~ that was because i am the only one that can drive
during that time . well , actually there's another person who can drive other than me .
My father , but he needs to go to work . My elder sister , but she refused to drive us
during that day . My eldest sister , but she still not confident to drive a car . So ,
whether i want it or not I HAVE TO DRIVE ALL BY MYSELF *sigh* but it's okay .
THAT's MAKE ME PROUD . teehee :p



then , arrived at the location , we waited about 10mins in the car before i went to
the interview room . SERIOUSLY , there were LOTSSSS of people came for
the interview . phewww ! lucky me , i came earlier . dah lah seat not enough .
aigooo ~ !  before the interview session , we have to sit for the exam . It's all about
your interest . There were 227 questions and should be answered in 40mins . After
answered the exam , we have to wait until our name being called to come in front .
During my turn , that guy said i should put all my certs in a clear folder because they will
gave marks based on how you put your certs . banyak naa songeh kohh ! after bla bla
bla and bla he gave me my number . It's 17 !!!! YEAYYYY !!! same with my birth date :D



while waiting for my turn , i'm so freakin nervous until i make a called to my mom
requesting her to buy a clear folder for me . that time , I JUST REALISED I AM
THE ONLY ONE DOESN'T HAVE CLEAR FOLDER . neayyyyhhhh !!!!
dammit ! HAHAHA ! at last , i got my clear folder in my hand ! weee ~


stuck in the room for almost 5 hours , one of the SPA staff said who want to take
some fresh air , they are allowed to do so . mannnnn !!!! i'm shivering in the room with
my hungry tummy . Finally , they said such wordsss ! I have to rush to "charge" my tummy
before my turn . it's about 2.05pm , then it's my turn . my heart is like pounding stronger than
it use to be . it was so nerve wrecking .



The Moment of Truth ...
I knocked the door politely and came in to the room .
Greet them "Good Evening" . GOSH ! i made a mistake ! it
should be "Good Afternoon" ! malu malu *blush*
there were one guy , Chinese and a Malay lady , a nurse (matron)
the one that interviewed me .
the questions they ask me ???
- introduce yourself
- the job that I chose
- what they do ?
- a little bit science questions (simple science questions)
- common disease(s) in our country
- the location for trainee and how long it will be
- something related with your self-reflection

so , ya i guess i'm managed to answered all their questions . it went
smoothly . i thought it would be hard for me . THANKS to my Bio
knowledge !!!!


the reason i can't update my blog two weeks ago it's because i've
been diagnosed having HFMD . GODDDD !!! i'm not surprised
when the doctor said so . I get infected because my niece also got
infected by the disease one week earlier . yes , i know it might sounds funny
but this disease also can spread among adults . i thought it was a normal blisters ,
then i saw the symptoms just like what my niece had . poor me ! i talked about
that disease during my interview session . alih² aku yang kena :|

see ?? that red spots in my palm was a sign of HFMD :(((

okey peeps !!!! that's all for now . fuhhh ! what a loooooong entry :)

until the next entry . oh ya !!!! BEFORE I FORGOT ! my eldest sister 

also got her interview from SPA . from what i heard from her , it was a

hard interview session for her .

p/s: Miri city was hit by storm this evening . 

Interview Letter ~!

hey peeps !!!!
how's your day today ????

yesterday was raining . HEAVILY .
and , ya i'm still feel cold today . THANKS TO THE RAIN :)

this is my 2nd entry for this  month .
Oh GOD !!!!! see ??? i'm spend less of my time
blogging already . haisssh !

but , it's ok . today , i want to share a story .
well , as you can see the post title is about interview .
a'ha ! that so damn true . i received an interview letter . before i forgot ,
the interview letter was from SPA . i'm sure you guys heard about it , right ???
for those who doesn't know about SPA , it means Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan
Awam . actually , i don't know much about this SPA thingy . i only applied for
it when my sister and my best friend , insisted me to fill the form through their
web page . i didn't expect much for it . after 6 months filled the form , i got a good news
from them . last week , i randomly checking my email to see the latest email i got .
HAHAHAHA !!!!! i saw 1 email from SPA and  they informed me to go for
the interview . THANK GOD ! i hope i can do all my best during the interview later .

             the content of the email that i received .

      tadaaaa !!!! this is the letter that i mention just now :)

2nd snap :p

it comes with the form . .

so now , for those who read this entry , PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE and
PLEASE pray for me so that i can do better during the interview . OKEHHHH ??? :D


that's all for now , peeps .
till the next entry ! ♥

It's September now ~~

hey , peeps !!!!!!!!!!!!
how's your day ??? we are in a month of September now . wahhhh !!! can't feel
how fast the time flies . this entry , i just want to wish all of you "Happy September" .
sorry , guys . not in the mood to type bunch of wordssssss in this entry .
anyway , enjoy your day . see you next entry.

TILL THE NEXT ENTRY ♥

Olympic ???

hey !!!!!!
how are you , my dear lovely readers ???!
i think my blog is rusting now . and , it;s time for me to "clean" it up .
HAHAHAHA . ok . tak lawak .


this time , i would like to post something about Olympic Games .
but , before that , i would like to say ~~

ok , back to our entry topic , it's Olympic fever now . 

hell yeahhhh , i love the Olympic Games so muchhhh . as we know , Malaysia also send 

their contingent to join the games . more than 20 athletes if i'm not mistaken . OK ! stop

explain the details about it . 

i stayed up late until 3.30 in the morning just because i want to watch final diving event ,

for women category . HAHAHA . there was one Malaysian athlete taking the event

*that's the reason i'm staying up late* 

oh ya !!!!! Pandelela Rinong is the name . 

well , i'm EXCITED TO THE MAX to watch how she perform . i'm a bit 

frustrated + emotional when she's not performed very well in the first 3 round .

and , surprisingly she managed to catch up the others in 4th round . i'm so so so

desperate to see she won any medal hoping that she will do way much better in the

last round , which is the 5th round . i keep prayed and prayed and prayed and WOW !

she made it !!!! all together the point was 359.20 !!! the point is later beat by Aussie 

diver Britanny Broben and yahh , of course Chinese diver Chen Ruolin . 

her point almost being beat by Melissa Wu , also an Aussie diver with differences point 

of 1.10 . luckily , she managed won the bronze medal !!!!!

YEAYYYYY !!!!!! CHEERS TO THAT !!!! *Rihanna's song please !!!! :p *

enjoying her victory :DDDD

there's a story i want to share here . i often heard her name before . but ,

silly me i don't even know she is a Bidayuh girl . i thought she is an Iban . 

until my bro-in-law saw she in the tv and said "ketara Bidayuh" . the naive

me almost said " NO ! Iban lah !" but before that my sister replied him 

"memang pun Bidayuh ."

oh yeahhh ! that's mean she's same with me :) IM PROUD 

*tangan dibahu mata ke atas* plus , she was the flag bearer for M'sian

contingent this year . ahaa !

ze reaction during the match . just finger crossed she will win :)

after the match ... tumpang gembira . there you go ! my too overjoyed + over react BIGGGGG GRIN .

HAHAHA , k ignore it :p

till the next entry peeps ! 

NIGHT .

p/s: flu mode :|

Online Shopping !!!

hi hi hi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OHMYYYGAWDDDDDDDD !!!! it's been one month i didn't post any new entry(s) . huu ~ agaknya kasih sayangku terhadap blog ini sudah berkurangan :|

well , anyway as you can see at the post title , i will talk about online shopping . hehe ~
this is not my first time i ordered something through online , but it WAS MY FIRST TIME i
ordered clothes . so i'm kinda nervous to do it .


choosing and choosing and choosing , then i found what i want ! yeayyy ! HAHA , k i know
i'm over react :p then , went to bank to bank in the money . after 1 week++ waiting for it ,
TAADAAAA !!!! it delivered to my hauseeeee ~ yipeeee ! *again , im over react -.- *



well , this is it ~~ *without picture it's not fun , right ????

  the parcel ~ received from Postlaju's service

                                 ohh yaaa ! that's meeee !!! trying to wear to make sure it fit or not *free size*






actually , it's a dress . but it's kinda short , so i match it with legging . and ya , i LOOOOOVEEEE the colour so muchhhhhh :)))))))))



that's all guysss . till the next entry , annyeong ~~


p/s: wondering where i shop the dress ??? it's in mosfashion.com :) *GIRLS ONLY*

those thousands thoughts i can't express

hey peeps !!!! it's me again ;)
and , again it's been ages since i didn't update my beloved blog .
and , i don't know whether my English getting worse than before :| *sigh*


as you can see , the post title is something about what is in my head .
thousands of things stuck in my mind . i am confuse with what happened
around me , and yet now i don't know what do i feel .

this thing is pop out in my head right now ...

last night , i logged in my Facebook account and out of sudden i feel very
sad . like my small , fragile piece of me had been missing . and yet i don't know why i feel
so . everyone is happy with their life , busy with what they are doing but me ???? i feel very
empty . oh God  !!!! what is really happen to me ???? i miss my bestiess so damn much .
huu ~ only God knows how i feel :|





that's all for now,
till next entry :|

p/s: not feeling well -.-"

Something about her ~

hey peepsssss !!!!!  

wazzup wazzup ??! 

it’s been ages since i didn’t update any new entry , right ????? I’m so so so sorry because i don’t have any mood to online recently -.-“

okeyyyyyy ~ i know you are wondering why my intro is a large pic , right ??? well , if u see the post title again , i'm sure you know why . it's something about that friend of mine *the one with tudung* 

i'm writing this entry specially for her because ~~

SHE JUST TURNED 18 yesterday !!!!!!!!!! 

yeayyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!! well , i know it's kinda late , HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear Nur Amalina Muhaimin :) *suddenly the lyrics of "Happy Birthday" by The Click Five stuck on my head*

i hope it's not too late to post something her . eheee ~

so dear, this is my wishes to you:

1. always be thankful and do not forget God Almighty in whatever you do

2. a great and fantastic life as an 18-year-old teenager

3. we will be friends sisters forever *yeahhh*

4. give me a ride to go to all around miri . HAHAHAHAHA . i know you have driving licence already :p

5. always be a good tutor a.k.a pembimbing rakan sebaya . HAHAHA . you good at it :p

6. always be YOURSELFFFFFFFF ~ you are unique :)

7. treat me your BIRTHDAY CAKE . it's a MUST . wuahahaha !!! JK -..-

oh yaaaa ! i do remember now . she also gave me some bday wishes .

so , this is my answer to what you wish to me ---- :

1. yaaa ~ my result is kinda so not awesome . HAHAHA .

2. *i've answered that question*

3. are u kidding ??? 18 is still consider UNDER AGE to get married -.-". 

4. i'm not A MAN , na -.-"

5. *same . answered already*

6. just finger cross :|

7. i''l try my best , okehhhh :)

8. only God knows -.-"

9. NO . im not that rich . HAHAHAHA *i've answered it actually :p *

10. yaaa ~ i am pretty :p

11. yerrrr ~ i am ????

12. not a cheese cake this year . blueberry cake . want it ???? HAHAHA .

okey , i think that's all for now . 

tiil then , GOOD NIGHT :)

p/s: writing this entry on 15 Apr 2012 around 11.08 pm

Tua Sudha :(

aww ~ i can't believe this . but , i have to say it :(

I 

JUST 

TURNED

18 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goshhhh ! HAHA . i need to be more mature in the future :)

p/s: SPM 2011 result is about 4 days more :|

Freezin Cold + Camwhoring

hey peeps !!!!!



it's been more than 2 weeks i didn't post any new entry . so ,
to all my blog readers , I AM REALLY  REALLY  SORRY for not post anything new to
my beloved blog . yaa , i know , it's damn bored to see same , lame , old entry :|



anyway , this entry is about today's weather . it's SO FREEZIIIIIING COLD today ,
that makes me have to wear something long and tebal . hehe ~
and and and ~~ i cawhoring too ~ hehuuu ^^ using my sister's lappy just now
(honestly , this wet + freezin cold + breezy day makes me feel lazy to do anything :| )



naahhh ~ here's the pics when i camwhoring using my sister's lappy cammy ~



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my hair is wet ! shampooed my hair on a wet day :|

*promoting Vitagen*

my not-so-curl hair ~~ getting longer day by day  

THE WITCH IS IN DA HOUSEEEEE

SMILEEEEEEE :)

that's all for now , peeps ! got to go ! i feel sleepy because of this weather *seriously*
TILL THE NEXT ENTRY ♥ 






P/S: SPM result is 13 days more ~ OMAGAAAA :|

#5 Wordless Wednesday

p/s: Happy Ash Wednesday . and , it's 30 days to go for my SPM result to come out :(

till the next entry :)

so called "random"

hey there !!!!!!!!
how's life , peeps ???


anyway ~ my entry today is just a random things . nothing to say much about it . or in another word , i just want to update my blog . hehe ~

yesterday , something unexpected was coming to my house . it was rain and cold weather on the evening . suddenly , i heard a loud horn from outside . "POSLAJUUUU" , said my mom . i rushed to outside and quickly opened the gate . huh ! macam apa jak berlari -.-"

then , the driver asked , "sapa Marilyn J****g ?" , i replied him "kamek" which is mean "me" in s'wakian dialect in polite way . YEAYYY !!!! i'm sure my stuff that i orederd that day is arrived . after all the sign this and that , he gave me the parcel and a large box . *the large box is my sister punya barang*


after checking all those stuff . HAHA . finally it's arrived ! i jumped joyfully :)))))))))))
my kpop stuff that i ordered online on 31st Jan is in my hand now :D

the parcel :) ehee ~ ya , i know i'm showing off . so what ??!

***

tadaaaaaa ! this is it ~ the stuff . uweee ~ excited me :)

jealous yet ??? hehe ~ kidding :)

that's all for now , peeps . be back soon ♥ 

#4 Wordless Wednesday

p/s: OMGGGG !!!! i'm so damn nervous to wait for my SPM result :|

Happy Valentine's Day :)

hey peepsss !!!!!!!! what's up ??!


well , i'm sure most of you know what day today , riteeeee ??? it's VALENTINE'S DAY !
yaaaaaaa . i know . i know . it's not important for me to tell about it as all of you know about it already . HAHA . so , here i just want to wish Happy Valentine's Day !!!!! *especially for those who celebrate it*

talking about Valentine , i am glad to say that i am not excited to celebrate it :)
seriously , it's NOT SOMETHING NECESSARY  TO CELEBRATE AND JOY ABOUT IT ! it's a BIG NO to me ! *please take note* wanna know the history about Valentine's Day ??? just google it on the net . i am sure you will found thousands of the result ^^
as for me , Valentine's Day is not an Asian celebration . it is belong to western's celebration .


***

anyway , on this 14th February 2012 , it's been a month since i'm in a relationship with him . hurrmm ~ COINCIDENT , right ??? i've just realised  about it . thanks to myself ^^ i forced him to be honest with me why he was acting weird towards me . then , i knew he wanted a relationship , which is more than a "friend-and-friend" relationship . and , yaaa , i simply said "yes" to him because i felt the same feeling too . HAHA . jiwang pulak dahhhh ! dowhhhh -.-"


so , to my ♥ , HAPPY  VALENTINE'S  DAY :)

perhaps , this is something for you for this Valentine :)

till the next entry :)

A story about yesterday...

do you see the title ?? well , it is because there was something happened to me for the past few days -.-"

this thing related with someone . someone that i call "special" to me . i've bumped into him like THOUSAND TIMES . it's like , every time i went to somewhere , there i will meet him . he's like everywhere , here and there . last friday , i drove to IMCM *if u are Mirian , then u'll know what and where the place is* because my eldest sister had her driving lesson . so , i'm the one that always jadi "mangsa" have to drive :| 

as usual , i text him because i am too free at that moment . text punya text , suddenly he said , "i'm going to IMCM" i was like ":O OMAAGAAAAA ! NOOOOO !" HAHA . he said he brought his mom together with him . at that time , my hands are shaking , badly shaking and my heart skip a beat . dubdabdubdab . beating faster and faster . at first , i sat on the bench and when i saw his text said that he was about to come to that place , i was rushing to my car and stay in my car . i was like , "NO . NO WAY i'm going out from this car ." HAHA . i don't know why i'm so damn panic at that time . in my car , my mom pointing to someone then she said , "is that your friend ??" naaaaah ~ i saw him . luckily , he didn't saw me . phewww ! it's a relieved he didn't saw me . *i don't know why i have such that feeling*

then , i saw him , AGAIN , last sunday . early in the morning . same place -.-"

okehhh ! you must be wondering why i saw him at the same place , right ?? that was because my mom ask me to send my bro-in-law to go to that bored KPP course *yawn* 

to be honest , i hate to bumped into him . i don't why i hate it . maybe , yeahh just maybe i am speechless to see him is right in front of me :|

seriously , i always have the feeling to avoid myself from meet him face to face . lucky me , i'm the one that will notice the person i saw from far is him . i don't know what am i going to do if he's the one notice me and call out my name . GOSHHH ! honestly , i don't have the guts to meet him face to face , to talk to him in person , to pick up his call . it was like a "No-No" to me . Godddd !!! help me ! help me and give me strength to face him and hope that i will act normal *fingercross* 

i hope he will not read this . but , who knows he will find out my blog and read this . if he read this , i hope he will not misunderstood about this entry . aku sayang kw , u ~~~ hehe :) 

p/s: sorry if i have too many grammar errors . but , who cares , right ??? as long as u do understand what i wrote . 

#3 Wordless Wednesday

p/s: extremely period pain right now . I HATE IT !!!! Goshhhh -.-"

New Face :D

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~
i'm surprise to see the new face of my blog . the one that edit all the design was none other than NUR AMALINA MUHAIMIN or Niena . she's the one that always lend a hand to help me about this blog thingy . from the page design , layout , the template , the pictures and all of them . NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME . i know i am demanding too much and be your cerewet "customer" , despite of that , i am grateful to have a friend that are willing to do this such thingsss . THAAAAAAANNNKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUU VERY MUCHHHHHHHHH , my dear :) keep up the good work ^^
that's all for now , peepsss !!!! till the next entry :)

be back soon ~ ♥

Happy FEBRUARY :)

HEY peepsss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first of all , i would like to say HAPPY FEBRUARY ~ !!! hope it's not too late for me to say it :) the second thing is , it's been a month . NO . it's MORE than one month i've been inactive blogging . well , maybe this is because i am too complacent with FACEBOOK . it's like i'm keep FB-ing 24/7 non stop . but , i'm not a FB addict ! so , please take note :) plus , i want to ask an apology from my friend , Niena because she is the one that always request me to update my blog and i keep saying , "ok . ok . i'll update it later" again and again . hope this entry will give some new and fresh looks in my blog as it was dull and kinda bored over a month ago *yaa , i have to admit it* and , i hope that after this entry , i will keep on blogging and spend more time to put as many entry as possible . so , readers !!!!!!!!! keep supporting my blog and and and and YOU ARE VERY WELCOME TO READ ALL MY ENTRIES ! DON'T FORGET TO FOLLOW MY BLOG ;)

until the next entry . be back soon :)

Goodbye 2011 , Bonjour 2012 !!!!

hey peeps !!!
it's 2.00 am sharp on today's date, 1 January 2012 . Happy New Year, everyone !!!!
today, i will post some pics only . sorry peeps , i'm lazy to talk and type to much here .
*actually , i start to feel sleepy now . hehe ~ *

good bye 2011 . i'll be missing you . thanks for be a fantastic year for me :/

ALOHAAAAAA ~ 2012 !!!! please ~ please be good to me :) 

i can sense that you will be a good start for me .

p/s: i'm not in the mood to type bunch of wordssss . really SORRY :/ have a new year nite , all :)